Hi mum haven't been on here 4 a while still been thinkin of u lots an missin u lots i was so gutted a couple of weeks ago i lost my locket on the beach my big plan of goin skinny dippin bet ur laughin ur head off when i say that i missed not havin u around my neck chris was my hero in findin it declan is doin so well he is know a play school an he loves it u would b so proud of the little boy he is turing in2 i hear u got it2 vienna's dream last nite u got her thinkin an lookin on the internet about dreams lol every1 is doin alrite still missin lots an lots ebony wrote a poem 4 u aswell it made me cry but in a good way anyway i'm gonna go an do what we used 2 do best go an have a coffee i love an miss u so much still need u everyday but i know u will always b wiv me everywhere i go in my heart body an soul love u xxxxx